　　【附录：何与文书选段】 (第1/2页)

【附录：何与文书选段】

    （*作者冒头：全英预警。看官们受累了。哐哐哐哐。）

    My   greatest   ambition   is   to   become   a   true   teacher   to   devote   myself   to   truly   help   students   become   a   better   person   with   my   unique   talents   of   knowing   others.   My   motivation   comes   from   the   worst   pain   that   Chinese   education   system   has   ever   given   me,   and   the   deepest   love   that   helped   me   put   myself   together.

    I   have   noticed   the   tension   between   the   Chinese   education   system   and   I   from   a   young   age.   I   realized   I   was   into   girls   at   12.   Feeling   ashamed   of   my   sexuality,   I   only   told   my   father   about   this.   His   understanding   was   my   only   motivation   of   studying   hard.   After   his   death   of   lung   cancer,   I   lost   my   motivation   and   in   the   meantime   noticed   that   teachers   took   advantage   of   his   death   to   urge   me   to   focus   on   study   rather   than   care   about   my   grief.   That   was   totally   wrong.   Unfortunately,   I   did   not   have   a   choice.   To   show   myself   that   my   life   was   under   my   control,   I   began   to   date   girls   and   found   their   weaknesses,   and   then   deliberately   hurt   their   weakest   part.   Seeing   them   suffering   mentally   was   pleasant   and   thus   tempting.   Through   this   vicious   circle,   the   pride   of   my   talent   of   knowing   others   grew.   But   gradually   I   became   too   arrogant   to   know   myself   and   the   talent   was   gone.   With   the   grievance   that   I   did   nothing   wrong,   my   vengeance   started   and   lost   control.   I   became   a   monster.

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